Nothing is wrong in my life.

But for some reason my night are becoming more and more sleepless.

With each late afternoon the sleep deprivation settles back into my body like a well worn sweater.

It engulfs me ever so slowly and subtly, so when it fully has filled my body it’s too late to fix, caffeine won’t affect it.

My deprivation makes it hard to catch up.

It’s been three weeks or and I just can’t sleep, deep sleep.

And so the bags beneath my heavy silver eyes begin to change and speckle themselves with shades of yellow, lavender, and exhaustion.

I still can’t figure out why…..

Why?