I’m sick and tired of it. I’m sick and tired of giving my love to people who always just reject it. Goddamn! I’m plenty good enough. So why do I feel so unwanted. If I want you even if you’re messed up…..I want you.

I’m not someone’s “push off till later”, chore

I’m not someone’s way of getting off when you’re committed to someone else

I’m someone who’s been hurt.

I’m someone who opens up and is quite honest about her feelings!

I’m hard to love. But I promise I’m worth loving.

Fuck everyone and everything at this point. I hate how involved I get. It’s been 2 years for some, 4-5 years for others, and even 10+ years for one or another. I give my all into you. I just wanted someone to say yes. I want someone to ask me about my stupid day and remember I exist. That I’m not like everyone else. I’m different then that girl or guy. I’m me.

And I hope in some way you realize things before I step away. Cause when I finally pull back. I’m not returning. I will move to another me and another time. A time where maybe we could’ve been. But we won’t.