I Will Never Become Christian

sleepywitchmc:

Let me tell you something. I got messaged not even five minuets ago from 6:53 PM. I got messaged by a Christian man. Here’s The Shortened Conversation:

Him: Hey you really shouldn’t practice witchcraft, it’s dangerous
Me: Says?
H: God in Leviticus 19:13, people who messed with it never got what they want
M: Good thing I’m not Christian. Also That’s the old testament. By saying I’m committing sins your saying Jesus died in vain.
h: Even the New Testament says it’s wrong
m: People can only get hurt if they don’t protect themselves properly. Curses can hurt people. Especially someone giving a unwanted religious lecture about how I am wrong
h: why do you practice witchcraft
m: I want to and it makes me comfortable
h:What makes it comfortable to you vs something else(hinting God)
m: I’m Gay. Genderfluid and grew up around you people who preach love and acceptance, but only a certain way
h: I’m so sorry you had to deal with that but my God loves you so much. One of the hardest parts of life is figuring out the world will never be perfect until God comes to Redeem it. He still gives us his power to make it joyful while we’re here.
m: And I Will spend my eternity with my God Hades in the Underworld. He was the one who answered me when I called for you God when I needed help. I have the power with his help to change the world and my life. You came to the wrong account to start preaching a sermon to a person who could give less of a fuck about your religion. Your God exists, but not in my life. Get off my account and stop messaging me. Keep any prayers you want to offer

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Let me start here.

When I was a baptist loving church kid, I was being sexually assaulted by my older sister, and one of my friends in the said church. I asked for Guidance from God I got Silence and the continious sexual assault from both perpertrators any time I saw them.

When I was a baptist loving church kid, I asked God why my church hated gay people, transgender people etc when I was 9. No answer.

When I asked God to help show my current Step Father the error of his mentally abusive ways, he ignored me.

When I called to God in the middle of anxiety and panic attacks I NEVER got an answer or comfort from him.

I asked Hades for help twice. Once in finding a Job, but I also had asked Persephone, Artemis and Apollo for help as well. The Reason I trust my heart and Soul to Witchcraft and Hades is this:

I woke up in the middle of the night and had an instant panic attack. I started rambling. Praying to whoever would listen to me out of my Gods, but mostly called for Hades. I was asking to feel their presence to help calm me. Instead Hades came, sat besides me, told me to breathe and to calm down. He stayed with me well long after I had gone back to sleep. He alerted my spirit companions who hadn’t taken notice as they were asleep and had them help comfort me. He knew what I needed to hear and knew exactly how he could help me.

He never left a call unheard or unanswered. Even if I asked for something stupid he would straight up tell me that it was stupid and that I shouldn’t do it. He has always come to me when I’m crying in bed alone.

He’s my “Savior”. My biggest positive male figure in my life aside from my actual father. So no. I will not ever become christian. Never. Again in my life.