Songs about you…

To those to whom know I like them….. (The order doesn’t have significance. But if either see this..I hope you know which is yours)

A: Kiss like real people do . Hozier

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ao86ErZEtZI

B: Jenny . Studio Killers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyj4JFSErrw

To my parents… (You’ll never see this, but here it is.)

Mom: Mom – Meghan Trainor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1VbOQPxpSU

Dad: Down the Road – Kenny Chesney (The idea behind part of this is why i picked this)

Dad: Piece by Piece – Kelly Clarkson (If there is any song that really speaks the levels of my emotion towards you it’s this)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqCqYP7hDWI

To my best friend and my symboling that I’ll never live without…

I couldn’t come up with songs for you guys, but that should mean something. It meaning theres not a song that can explain to you how much I love you guys.

Did I screw up? Who knows, but I did something…for once I moved my piece and rather then regret not doing anything I’ve done something and I suppose and hope I won’t regret it.

For me. For the sake of sanity. I hope everything will be alright at some point. But for now bedtime. And 15 hours of work!!!

I personally can’t bring myself to care. As much as I want to. I don’t care and that hurts too.

Strawberry Mermaid

I can’t tell if I’m bloated or sore. It’s probably both but my body just feels confused….

(Side note, so much for hanging out….that’s probably my fault)

My feelings exactly.

When you’re suddenly numb and lonely. When you don’t know how to feel……thinking about it… that’s like the most dangerous state for me or anyone to be in.

When you’re numb you’d do anything just to feel. Feel something. When you’re numb you don’t care what happens you don’t care about anything. That’s dangerous. Truly dangerous.

To you my tin man, don’t fret or worry and don’t get so worked up you rust on yourself. You have better things to do then listen to the trees that curse or insult you. You’re too good for those trees.

It’s a cool song I would recommend to people. Its also been stuck in my head hahaha!

Jenny, darling, you’re my best friend
But there’s a few things that you don’t know of
Why I borrow your lipstick so often
I’m using your shirt as a pillow case

I wanna ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don’t know how to say this
‘Cause you’re really my dearest friend

Jenny, darling, you’re my best friend
I’ve been doing bad things that you don’t know about
Stealing your stuff now and then
Nothing you’d miss but it means the world to me

I wanna ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don’t know how to say this
‘Cause you’re really my dearest friend
I wanna ruin our friendship
I don’t know how to say this
‘Cause you’re really my dearest friend

Jenny take my hand
‘Cause we are more than friends
I will follow you until the end
Jenny take my hand
I cannot pretend
Why I never like your new boyfriends

Oh, your love for them won’t last long
Forget those amigos
Oh, your love for them won’t last long
Forget those amigos
Forget those amigos

I wanna ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don’t know how to say this
‘Cause you’re really my dearest friend

Oh, your love for them won’t last long
We should be lovers instead
Oh, your love for them won’t last long
‘Cause you’re really my dearest friend

– Jenny by Studio Killers

I just want to push the frame of you against the wall. Let my lips leave marks on a canvas I’ve never touched. Make you my new art. My new view, so when I stare at anything, it could be you. But instead I’m gonna ignore it, and continue my other art. The art to help me go from the home that’s closing in front of our eyes. And it sucks…..but right now I wish we could be back to normal…I miss us as normal.

(Printmaking, copperplate)

“from soft lips to sharp tones. Watchful always from the stars.”