Late night drawing, sad and unhappy with it but it’s something…. she looks so sad…..or lost?

Strawberry pink (wild youth-berry orange) tea, to match Strawberry pink waves. ((Simultaneously I’m exhausted and feel like I’ve cried for days))

No plans to light it, never again will I but having it….it’s a reminder things get better. And you don’t have to be dependent on something so silly to get through it.

No alcohol and no way to get far enough away.

Once more maybe I’m supposed to be stuck in this shit. Maybe it’s telling me to go away. I’m better off other places anyways.

Either I’m drinking a lot tonight or I’m going for a drive where no one is going to find me. Goodnight to them.

I want to cry so hard but honestly I’m so conflicted, lost and drunk from my own emotions that I am some sort of numb…..almost immune to crying and that sucks"

A lonely, confused strawberry mermaid

Maybe it’ll be good if I go home. And just quit in the love department permanently I either don’t get the guy or I piss off the girl royally. Time to leave,

So conflicted and confused. Lost on words but I’m not sad….I’m not upset, just confused.

Did my hair earlier

Pumpkin and medicine.