I feel very out of place.

Re-trimmed my new bang cut. Really surprised at how happy I am by this accident my hair created. Soon I’ll be back to pink too!

Welcome to a new episode of child’s play…..emotions. In the real world these are simply brushed aside and pinned out of place like those stray baby hairs falling into your face.

From me to me

I am completely lost. Things so precious I have no idea when thy got lost but they did. Now I sit and ponder if I am the one who’s wrong. Simply because I care and I hurt, but admitting I miss you and I would do whatever to keep these precious thing…… makes me as bad as one, someone, who I am ever so deeply passionately worried and caring for. But I have things to preoccupy my attention. Things that give me temporary leave from what I feel. What my emotions say…..what my mind thinks, two totally separate processes. It screws with me. Not like I’m any at all important. I’m not. People say I am and in all honesty, I am simply another blurred face in the passing of many lifetimes. And that’s okay, it makes it all more clear that my emotions my hurt are of a pointless effort. As is much of life.

She’s your everything? Fine. Then I’m not anything.

Casually crying on the inside.

You know logic tells you to suck it up. You also know your emotions when hurt tell you to cry. So you stand, numbly, serving those in front of you.

my-rps-jinx-jackie:

Redid my bangs and they took this whole front bang style all on their own. And had to switch back to my glasses from high school since mycurrent ones are scratched up.

Posted to my rp blog now to my normie blog!

Redid my bangs and they took this whole front bang style all on their own. And had to switch back to my glasses from high school since mycurrent ones are scratched up.

Trip

We have a trip tomorrow morning at 5am
7hrs in a car together
4 Bodies by one another
7 days of relaxing
Over $400 in supplies and things needed
1 last day to get things together
2 who are hurt due to the other
1 last conflict that no one is sure will clear up before the adventure.

What can one do. When things aren’t alright?