I miss these dipshits a lot. I no longer talk to certain people for their own choice to not continue or whatever reason seems fit. Others I will most likely not see for a long time. But I miss everyone of them. They all had issues and quirks that made them the best damn friends I’ve had yet. Especially my roommate! I love her and my friends and I’ll see them again. It’s a promise!

@that-musickid and @londontoseattle I wish I had pictures with you guys! Cause you’re part of this too! Thank you for being my friends!

I miss these dipshits a lot. I no longer talk to certain people for their own choice to not continue or whatever reason seems fit. Others I will most likely not see for a long time. But I miss everyone of them. They all had issues and quirks that made them the best damn friends I’ve had yet. Especially my roommate! I love her and my friends and I’ll see them again. It’s a promise!

@that-musickid and @londontoseattle I wish I had pictures with you guys! Cause you’re part of this too! Thank you for being my friends!

I gave all my oxygen to people that could breathe
I gave away my money and now we don’t even speak
I drove miles and miles, but would you do the same for me?
Oh, honestly?
Offered off my shoulder just for you to cry upon
Gave you constant shelter and a bed to keep you warm
They gave me the heartache and in return I gave a song
It goes on and on
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself
I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain
‘Cause human beings are destined to radiate or dream
What line do we stand upon ’cause from here looks the same?
And only scars remain
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself
But if don’t
Then I’ll go back
To where I’m rescuing a stranger
Just because they needed saving just like that
Oh, I’m here again
Between the devil and the danger
But I guess it’s just my nature
My dad was wrong
‘Cause I’m not like my mum
‘Cause she’d just smile and I’m complaining in a song
But it helps
So before I save someone else
I’ve got to save myself
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself
And before I blame someone else, I’ve got to save myself
And before I love someone else, I’ve got to love myself

Ed Sheeran, save myself

Thank you to the friends who taught me to move forward to get up and move on. I’ve done what I can now I’m gonna focus on me. My future. The love and life I want. The person I want to be.